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Thursday, June 25, 2026
The Stranger Things: Paranormal, Supernatural & Unusual Phenomenon--Excerpt
Sunday, February 1, 2026
The Backrooms: How Does it Work?
In my recent book, The Maze from Hell: A Backrooms Tale,
when one person escapes, another must fill their void. Aleena and Eli finally
find their way out, but they discover that their destination is not what they
had anticipated.
Aleena's sister recalls how they kept in touch for a whole
year after she left for Europe with her boyfriend. However, she then reveals to
Aleena that her messages suddenly stopped coming.
When Aleena and Eli entered an alternate reality, it’s
likely that their counterparts inadvertently found their way into the
Backrooms. Interestingly, Eli and Aleena were strangers in that world, and Eli
didn’t even exist there, which brings the focus back to Aleena, who did have a
double in that reality.
Eli was merely an accidental crossover, an extra soul who
wandered in. I think of the Backrooms as being quite like the Land of the
Lost.
How, you ask? Well, think back to the 1970s when you might
have caught the show as a child.
In "Land of the Lost," one of the characters,
Enik, explains that for someone to escape the Land of the Lost, an equal number
of newcomers must enter.
Could there be a similar concept in the Backrooms? It seems
that Aleena had a double who likely stumbled into the Backrooms while Aleena
made her exit.
This concept is quite intriguing, and other writers can
definitely incorporate it into their own stories. It's important to note that
the Backrooms are not subject to copyright and are free for anyone to use.
NOTE: A24 has the copyright to their movie, but not the actual word, The Backrooms since the word and the concept of the Backrooms is an internet creepy pasta and it's origin is unknown. Thousands of people have created videos, literature and other media involving the Backrooms. If A24 suddenly started asking social media platforms to remove everything related to the backrooms, they would be alienating half of the Backrooms fans. The fans are what made the whole concept popular!
Thursday, November 14, 2024
Lost in the Backrooms: Author's Notes
(At the end of the book, you will find a section titled Author's Notes, which delves into the story, the characters, and the inspiration behind this story. Below are the Author's Notes for Lost in the Backrooms.)
This book is part of an anthology/book series related to supernatural/ paranormal stories, the first book in this series is, Lost in the Backrooms Vol. 1. This is the main character’s first encounter with the non-Euclidean dimensional realm. When I began working on this book, I checked out videos and read various writings to gather more insights on the subject. Most of my research happened online, and since the Backrooms concept isn’t copyrighted and is open to interpretation, anyone can use it for videos, books, art, and other creative projects.
Not all the books on the Phoenix Files will be related to the Backrooms, in fact the next time the Backrooms are mentioned it will be in Volume 4 and that's several years away from publishing.
The main characters in this book only skimmed the surface of the Backrooms. They did not go through all the levels. I place them mostly in level 0. According to the lore of the Backrooms, it starts like this: If you’re not careful and no-clip out of reality in the wrong areas, you’ll end up in the Backrooms, where it’s nothing but the stink of old moist carpet, the madness of mono yellow, the endless background noise of fluorescent lights at maximum hum-buzz, and approximately six hundred million square miles of randomly segmented empty rooms to be trapped in. God save you if you hear something wandering around nearby because it sure as hell heard you.
I found this very intriguing and somewhat scary, but it gave me inspiration for this book. According to some people, most wanderers don’t meet each other in the Backrooms, it’s rare but in my story, I chose to have the characters meet each other so they can fight together and find a way out.
About the main characters: Jane is 28 years old; Father
Patrick is in his early 50’s and John, her mentor, is five years older than
her. Jane’s sexual preference is loosely mentioned in this book. The
relationship between Mary Kate and Jane will grow throughout the book series.
I feel that being diverse in character is important to go with the flow of
today’s society, despite what certain groups think. As a writer, I feel that
it’s important to represent certain groups in society in my writing. Jane is also
half Scottish/Irish and native American. Her parents were Hunters but died
during one of their assignments. Jane was raised at one of the orphanages that
the Church owns and trained to be a Hunter.
What about the
subtle connotation of religion in the story? I grew up Catholic, so I
included some religious themes in the story. Jane and MK's faith, bravery, and
trust in God really helped them as they looked for a way out. In the narrative,
they belong to a church-related group that tackles paranormal and supernatural
cases that the authorities shy away from because they can't solve them. Jane
and MK were changed by their experiences in the Backrooms. It left a scar and
for months they’ve experienced restless nights as any person would if the
Backrooms were real and he or she ended up there and came back. They would have
PTSD and would suffer some inner turmoil. Unlike Jane’s nightmares, MK’s dreams
take her into the BACKROOMS. She is in astral form when she enters, and she can
go further into the Backrooms, visiting other levels. There she finds people
who have set up small colonies and are living a life there unbeknownst to the
outside world.
Monday, November 4, 2024
Excerpt from: Lost in the Backrooms Chapter 5
“Talia we are with the Church, we’re here to bring you home,” said
MK. They could hear the girl breathing heavily, she was scared and hungry.
Talia feels defeated and afraid. MK extended her hand into the darkness of the
small space; Talia slowly reached out her hand to meet MK’s. MK brought her
out. The girl’s dark brown hair is disheveled, her slender frame was crouched
tightly within the space. Her clothes are dirty and torn, and her face shows
some light bruising; her big brown eyes show fear and distrust.
When she stepped out, in her hand was almond water. “Where did you get that?” asked MK.
“I found it,” she whispered. MK looked at Jane, perplexed. “Come, let’s go, we can’t remain in one place for too long. When we find a good place to rest, you’re going to tell me how you survived and how you accidentally slipped into this place,” said Jane. Talia nodded. They continued onward until they came across what looked like a library, an empty library. “Look at this place Jane,” MK said. Jane looked around, the shelves were empty, no books, only a computer table and some chairs situated at the center. Jane, MK, and Talia quickly walked in and found a secluded corner and sat down. Jane took off her backpack and MK did the same. “I have an uneasy feeling about this place, even though it’s just a library, there’s something about it that gives off a hollowness of darkness and despair,” said Jane, looking around nervously. “Here,” Jane handed Talia an energy bar. “This should help with your hunger.”
“Talia, how did you get that almond water?” Jane asked. Talia gulped, “I found it in a crate. The wooden crate was open, and one bottle was in there.” “You must’ve come across the wooden crate we opened earlier but how? You could’ve been behind us somehow, but we did not see you,” Jane said and pondered. The structure of the Backrooms changes once every hour, so Talia was randomly thrown into different areas of the Backrooms.
“Did you come across anything unusual while you journeyed through the Backrooms?” asked MK, she could sense Talia’s angst and the trauma she has experienced. MK looked into her brown eyes. She can see Talia’s memories and her experiences in the Backrooms. “Don’t worry we really are from the other side. We were sent here to bring you back. Father Patrick sent us,” MK reassured her. Talia gulped then spoke, “A werewolf or something like it, tried to grab me, but I ran away, and a Hunter shot at it with a gun. I should have stopped but I just kept running. He called out to me; I hesitated but I didn’t trust anything or anyone in here, so I kept on running,” she paused, “Some of these creatures can mimic your voice or someone else’s voice to lure you toward them. I found a crate with one almond water; I drank the water and suddenly I got a boost of energy, and I ran and kept on running.”
“That other Hunter, did he say his name?” Jane asked.
“No, I wasn’t sure if I should trust him. When I ran, he came after me but the walls in here sometimes shift, I think we were cut off from each other. I found the crawl space and hid in it, I don’t know how long I’ve been in there, I don’t know how long I’ve been in this place either.” A tear ran down her cheek, she wiped it off. MK hugged her, “It’s okay, we’re here and we will help you get out.” Jane sighed and gave her a nod. “Don’t worry little one, we’ll get you out,” she said. “So, it’s true, the almond water in here has healing properties," said MK. Jane nodded, “It’s best to keep some around then.”
“Do you remember how you came into the Backrooms?” Jane asked.
“I was angry with my mother for grounding me, so I decided to slip out at night to go with my friends to a party. I climbed down the sturdy vine trellis on the side of the house where my window is, then I jumped down, it was then that I ended up here. It’s as though I fell through the ground. Am I in hell?” she asked. “No dear, but it does come close,” Jane responded, grimly. They remained quiet for a brief moment, before MK's expression shifted dramatically. "I feel something approaching," she exclaimed, her voice tinged with urgency as she rose to her feet. "What do you mean?" Jane also stood, clutching her crossbow tightly.
"It feels like a creature is near," MK replied, taking a
moment to focus. She attempted to delve into its thoughts to pinpoint its
hiding place, then MK’s eyes looked up.
“It’s in the ceiling,” she whispered. “Talia, go hide under that
table and don’t come out until it’s clear,” said Jane. Talia nodded and
scurried under the librarian’s desk. Jane looked at the ceiling and noticed
that some of the panels were punched out. “The ceiling has some missing
panels,” she pointed up. “I can feel it coming closer it will be appearing soon,”
MK warned. A strange long dark insect leg stretched downward from one of the
missing panels, it looked like spider legs. “There’s nowhere to hide for us,
we’re just going to have to face it. Be prepared,” said Jane. MK took out the
taser that was in her backpack, the new weapon that the scientist created. The
creature managed to squeeze down from the hole, emerging in full view. Talia
screamed. “Jane it’s a very large spider or,” she paused, “Well, something like
it I guess,” she said, with a shaky voice. Jane gulped. She can see that the
creature looks like a spider by all respects, but there are indiscernible
features she can’t make out. When they kill it, she will examine it. It lifted
itself using its back legs, exposing what looks like a vertical maw, wide open
revealing jagged teeth.
Tuesday, July 30, 2024
Path Less Taken Excerpt from Chapter 3
In that moment, Maria realized that MK possessed similar powers to her own, a revelation that brought a smile to her face as she considered the possibility that MK might be a witch too. MK's striking sky blue eyes met Maria's gaze, and with a warm smile and a subtle nod, she acknowledged their shared connection. Maria took it as an acknowledgement that MK is a witch. She feels comforted.
“The
increasing number of missing people is a cause for concern. A woman who
miraculously reappeared after a year and she shared a bizarre story of getting lost,
stumbling into a cave," Sean paused and took a drink from his cup. "and she emerged in either Utah or Arizona. She claimed to
have spent time with a Native American tribe, leading her to believe she had possibly
traveled through time,” he recounted the story as he casually took another sip of his
beer.
Jane expressed her apprehension by sighing and questioning, “Well, I hope we have the proper weapons to take with us. It seems that we’re in for one hell of a time.” Gabriel reassured the group that they were prepared, citing information from Father Patrick about a portal that supposedly transports individuals to a realm inhabited by the mysterious "Ant People." The mention of these beings piqued MK's curiosity, prompting her to ask further about them.
“Ant
People? What do you mean?”
“Yeah, the woman who came back said they look like giant praying mantises,” he said and added, “she said it's hard to explain and comprehend.” MK remembers the creatures that she and Jane dealt with in the Backrooms. She took a hard gulp from her beer and cleared her throat.
“I hope we’re ready to tackle another assignment involving otherworldly creatures,” she mused. Maria sensed that Jane and MK must’ve been through a great ordeal that still haunts them. After finishing their meal, they made their way back to their rooms. "Jane, it's a shame we can't share a room," Sean joked. Jane, feeling unimpressed by his comment, was clearly irritated by his lack of awareness of her sexual orientation. She scoffed and shook her head, making it clear that she was not amused.
"I'm perfectly fine staying with the girls," she chuckled, trying to brush off the awkwardness. Once they reached their rooms, they parted ways, each going to their own separate rooms. "Sean seems to have a crush on you," MK teased, trying to lighten the mood.
"Sorry, but I'm not interested," Jane replied firmly, making her stance clear. Maria beamed as she stepped into the bathroom, preparing to freshen up before slipping into her pajamas for the night. Meanwhile, MK leaned closer to Jane, lowering her voice to a conspiratorial whisper.
“You do realize that Maria is a witch, right?” Jane's eyes widened in disbelief, her jaw dropping in shock. “Are you serious?” MK affirmed with a nod, prompting Jane to exhale sharply as she sank onto the bed, her eyes stared at the bathroom door.
“Maybe he felt that we could use her insight. Please give her a chance, Jane. I have abilities and you don’t see me as a witch, right? Look at her as a person with abilities and not a witch. It will be easier to accept her presence,” MK urged.
Jane nodded, “For you,” she put her arm around
her friend and kissed her head. Maria walked out and noticed a tender exchange
between them, she smiled.
"The bathroom is available now," she
announced as she made her way to her bed.
"I
understand what you are," Jane remarked, her tone laced with suspicion.
"Please don’t," MK interjected, directing a warning look at Jane.
"She’s aware," MK shot Jane a glance
that clearly conveyed a message to keep quiet.
"Could
you please explain how you know Father Patrick?" Jane pressed; her
curiosity piqued. Maria nodded in response, a hint of surprise crossing her
face as she sat on her bed. "I’m actually surprised he hasn’t mentioned
me, especially since he wanted me to join this mission with the team."
"No, he didn’t," Jane replied, her skepticism evident as she scrutinized Maria. With a resigned sigh, Maria continued, "Well, he discovered me and recognized my potential, offering me a chance to contribute positively. "My parents are devoted Catholics and have been since I was a child and they noticed that I had,” she paused. “Certain abilities. They thought that maybe I was possessed but it was the priest who gave me a chance and I was trained by the organization to serve and protect people who encounter magic. I sense magic and guide the Hunters. I am also psychic and that’s why I’m here."
“Yes, I get it, MK has abilities too,” Jane said.
Maria glanced at MK, “Are you a witch?” MK shook her head, “I really don’t know what I am, but Jane accepted me, and she’ll accept you too, right Jane.” MK raised an eyebrow and gave her a nod. Jane sighed and nodded. “I will try, that’s all I can say.”
“I know why you feel the way you do about witches and maybe after this assignment is over, I can help you find the person you’re looking for,” said Maria with a nod. Jane smiled and stood up, grabbed her clothes, and walked into the bathroom to shower.
“I believe Jane will accept your help. She just needs time to get to know you,” said MK.
“This case is more than what it seems,” Maria said as she pulled back the sheets on her bed. She is dressed in a white nightshirt adorned with golden printed stars, complemented by matching pajama pants.
“What do you mean?” asked MK.
“Well,
there are forces that control space and time. It’s possible that these beings
are in possession of something very ancient that can do just that.”
MK pondered, “Maybe this is what I’ve been sensing.” MK decided to skip the shower. Her slim figure was adorned with a cute red nightshirt, which was an oversized tee shirt she had picked up at a thrift store a while back, and a matching pair of sweat shorts. Just as MK settled in, Jane emerged from the bathroom, ready to unwind for the evening. “You’re not gonna use the bathroom?”
“Well, maybe to pee,” MK chuckled. She got out of bed and walked to the bathroom. Maria was brushing her hair, and she took off her glasses, setting them down on the nightstand.
“Goodnight Jane, pleasant dreams,” she said.
“You too,” Jane responded and took off her blouse, threw a grey tee-shirt over her head and unstrapped her bra from behind before pulling the shirt all the way down. Maria lay on her side, her gaze drifting to a scar on Jane's back. It wasn't overly noticeable, but it was of a decent size. Curiosity piqued, and she pondered how Jane had got it. Jane caught her looking, "I got this while hunting a velociraptor in Utah. It lunged at me, but thankfully, another hunter took it down before it could sink its teeth into my neck."
"Really? I had no clue there were still dinosaurs out there," Maria replied, astonished.
Jane sighed, "The world really is an odd place," as she nestled into her bed. Maria pulled the blankets snugly around herself. With her eyes closed, she tried to surrender to sleep, pondering, "I never really thought about dinosaurs walking the Earth, but life is full of unexpected twists, and I've certainly seen my share of strange events." Once MK finished in the bathroom, the three women quickly drifted off into slumber.
"Please leave me alone. I will read the letter in due time, but I do not wish to remain here."
"But
this is where you belong. Return, Princess, come back home." Maria unexpectedly stumbled into
MK's dream. As she surveyed her surroundings, she noticed MK engaged in
conversation with an enigmatic figure.
The man had his back to her, and he was gazing intently out of a large window from a high rise. She looked around, “It seems to be an office,” she murmured. Intrigued, Maria moved closer to the mysterious man for a better view. Without warning, he spun around and challenged her, “Who are you?” Maria's heart raced as he gradually pivoted to confront her. He possessed three eyes and ghostly pale skin, and when he parted his lips, it revealed a gaping, threatening maw.
The moment the third eye began to open, a wave of dread washed over her, urging her to quickly wake from the nightmare by murmuring an incantation. Gasping for breath, she sat up in bed, relieved to be free from the terrifying dream. MK was softly murmuring in her sleep. With a sigh, Maria rose quietly and approached her. She tenderly rested her hand on MK’s forehead and whispered a prayer. Gradually, MK’s heartbeat slowed, and tranquility washed over her mind. Maria then slipped back into her own bed, tucking the covers snugly around her and curling up in a fetal position.
Saturday, December 9, 2023
Path Less Taken Excerpt: The Phoenix Files Vol. 2 Chapter 1
Jane
is in her office, reading through case files on her laptop. “Hmm, most are
short and solvable. I guess others can take care of them,” she said and took a
sip from her coffee. MK finished her last class and headed straight to the
office.
"Hey Jane, has Father Patrick given you
any updates on the next assignment?" she inquired, entering with her brown
leather messenger bag slung over her shoulder. Dressed in a red tee featuring a
black Infinity Symbol on the front of it, faded jeans, and sporting playful
ponytails, she looked ready for anything. Jane replied, "Actually, he
dropped off a file yesterday while I was in the teacher’s lounge."
Curious, MK pressed, "So, where are we headed?" Jane raised an
eyebrow, a hint of caution in her voice. "You seem eager to dive into this
assignment. Are you sure you're prepared? It involves potential portals and
other dimensions," she said, rising from her desk to refill her water cup.
MK pondered. She let out a sigh and sat down on the chair in front of Jane’s
desk. Jane walked back to her desk and sat down, placing her stainless-steel
water bottle next to her.
“I see why
you're bringing this up, but you can be confident that I'm prepared. We've been
delaying significant tasks for several months now.”
Jane gazed into those striking blue eyes,
which seemed to perceive more than she could. She nodded and said, "MK, we
need to discuss this,
especially
the dreams you’ve been having." MK paused, her expression thoughtful.
"My dreams are complex," she replied.
“I once
overheard you murmuring in your sleep during your stay at my apartment, and I
can't shake the worry that you're still haunted by nightmares of the Backrooms.
Please, share with me what's on your mind.”
MK rose and approached the coffee maker,
grateful for the warm brew Jane had prepared earlier. With a sigh, she
admitted, “I do find myself dreaming of that endless yellow maze, but there’s
more to it.” As she added two sugar cubes and a splash of cream to her coffee,
she stirred it thoughtfully before returning to her chair.
She set
the coffee down on a ceramic coaster adorned with a vibrant South of the Border
design, a set Jane had purchased during their trip to Baja last year, prior to
the Backrooms assignment.
“I’ve been
experiencing some strange dreams, almost like they’re real,” she confessed.
Jane’s expression shifted to one of concern as she asked for clarification.
“Sometimes,
I find myself dreaming about various sections of the Backrooms.” A frown
creased Jane’s forehead as she processed this revelation. “What do you mean?”
“I can’t
explain it, but I feel a connection to the dark energy that permeates the
Backrooms. It’s as if there are people trapped there, not just within the
yellow labyrinth.”
“Explain,
I want to hear more.” Jane threw a concerned look at her. MK’s connection to
that other dimension is disturbing; she fears that the darkness of that place
will find her and lure her back in.
“What does
he say,” asked Jane, as she is perturbed by MK’s revelation.
MK
hesitated before continuing, describing a chilling scene where she witnessed a
figure conducting experiments on unfortunate souls who had wandered into his
domain. Clad in a white lab coat reminiscent of a doctor, the figure's face
remains obscured, leaving only a sense of malevolence in its wake. MK recalled
a moment when she felt the figure's gaze upon her, as it acknowledged her with
a sinister greeting, "Ah, princess you’re here," causing her
to awaken abruptly. Jane reflected on this revelation, her heart heavy with
concern for MK's tormentor. She expressed her frustration at being unable to
confront this menace, trapped within the confines of MK's dreams.
A look of concern crossed MK's face. Jane quickly reassured her, promising, "We'll figure this out and sever the connection." As she gently took MK's smooth hand, Jane savored every second spent with her. Deep down, she cherished her feelings for MK but lacked the courage to express them. MK responded by clasping Jane's hands with both of hers, a soft smile illuminating her features. MK shifted the conversation, asking, “So, where are we headed next?” Jane opened the file, her face serious. "Katy Lois Tyler has gone missing in Yosemite Park. Here’s her picture," she said, passing it to MK. "She’s beautiful, those green eyes are stunning," MK commented, to which Jane replied, "She’s half Caucasian, I think."
Curious,
MK asked how she got lost. Jane explained, "She’s been missing for three
months, leaving behind two sons and a loving husband." With a sense of
urgency, MK asked, "When are we leaving?"
“I’m waiting for Father Patrick to call with more details,” Jane said, as she stood to grab a donut from the table, MK remained lost in thought, barely noticing Jane’s return. Jane observed the distant look in MK’s eyes, sensing her friend’s preoccupation.
“What’s wrong?”
“It’s
nothing,” responded MK.
“Look don’t let it bother you. I will take care of you. I’ll have your back.
This assignment won’t be any different than the others.” She tried to reassure
her. MK nodded. “I know you’re right. Thanks for your concern.”
“Not at all, you are very special to me, you’re my partner, we fight the good fight together.” MK smiled, brushed off the aphotic thoughts of her dreams and exhaled. Jane did not want to dwell on the dreams that still haunt MK, but she too has had them, and not good ones either. Her dreams take her into the Backrooms, and in them she is searching for MK but is attacked by a Hound. She slowly starts to turn into one. She can feel her body morphing into the grotesque, repulsive creature. The pain of each bone in her body twisting, contorting into something vile and supernatural, haunts her. The man MK speaks of is in fact, an entity that resides deep within the Backrooms. He once was a Human; he is connected to MK in ways she has yet to find out. MK noticed a flier on the desk.
“Hey Jane, fancy meeting you two here” said John as he pulled up a chair and sat at their table. Jane was surprised to see John, but it was a welcome sight. MK, sipping her margarita, turned to John with a curious expression.
“So, what brings you here?” Jane asked. He explained that he had been at the bar already and noticed them walking in. After finishing his drink, he decided to join them, hinting that he had something important to discuss. His serious demeanor caught Jane's attention, and her brow furrowed in concern, “What’s wrong?” she asked, sensing the weight of his words.
“Have you
been having strange dreams?” he asked. Jane suspects that he too has been
experiencing similar dreams like her and MK.
Jane felt a twinge of unease and said, “John,
I don’t think this is the place to talk about this.” He acknowledged her
concern with a nod, then shifted the conversation slightly, asking if they
would be attending the festival.
“Yeah, we
are,” MK paused and took a sip from her drink, “before we head to Yosemite,” she said, casting a glance at Jane who hinted that John didn’t know about their
assignment.
“I assumed he was aware,” she said. Curiosity flickered in his eyes as John asked, “So, what’s the good Father’s reason for sending you to Yosemite?” Jane swallowed hard, feeling the weight of the moment, and let out a soft sigh. John casually grabbed a tortilla chip from the bowl beside Jane’s plate, dipped it into the creamy guacamole, and savored the bite.
“We’re on
a mission to locate a missing person. She’s been unaccounted for over three
months, and due to the supernatural and paranormal elements tied to her
disappearance, our organization has stepped in,” Jane replied, as she swallowed
hard, feeling the weight of the moment, she took a sip from her drink.
He nodded
thoughtfully, processing the gravity of their task. “Are you both prepared to
tackle this assignment?” he asked.
MK
affirmed with a determined nod, glancing at Jane for support. She returned the
look with a reassuring smile, signaling her agreement and readiness to embark
on this challenging journey together.
“Okay,
well if you need my help, you know where to find me then,” he said. After Jane
dropped off MK at her apartment, she went home. John was waiting outside her
door. As they entered her apartment, Jane secured the door with a click.
“John,
would you like to spend the night here?” He nodded in response, a silent
agreement that spoke volumes. “I’m not sure if you or MK have been experiencing
nightmares about the Backrooms, but sometimes they feel so real that I find
myself back in that unsettling place,” he confessed, his voice tinged with
unease. As he rested his head on her lap, he resembled a child seeking solace,
a gesture that revealed his vulnerability. “I too have had dreams of that
horrific place,” Jane responded softly.
“What kind
of dreams do you have,” he asked her. “Well, I am back inside the Backrooms
and,” she paused.
“And what?” he pressed. “Well, I am searching for MK and a Hound attacks me, I then go through the agonizing trial of turning into one.” There was silence for a moment. John gulped and took a deep breath. Jane stood up and moved toward the closet, retrieving a blanket and an extra pillow before settling beside him again. A heavy silence enveloped them, and John swallowed hard, taking a deep breath to steady himself. “What is it?” Jane asked, sensing his unease.
“In my dream, I’m in the Backrooms too, but
I’m hunting you, driven by a chilling intent to kill because you’ve become one
of those monsters. It felt like a dark shadow looming over my very existence.”
Jane gasped, her expression shifting to one of deep concern as she regarded
him, the gravity of their shared nightmares weighing heavily between them.
“It’s not
gonna happen John, these dreams are not real. I feel they are being sent to us
from the Backrooms, but we should ignore them. We have a connection, you
trained me.”
She smiled and added, “I am your Apprentice,
and you are my Master,” she joked as she threw a Star Wars reference in.
“I don’t ever want to go back into the Backrooms but if you end up there again, I will ask Father Patrick to send me in.” John said. Jane nodded. She knew that if she did become one of those hounds, John would have to do what he must do--give her mercy. John slept on the couch and Jane slept in her room. Oddly enough they slept well that night and so did MK. No dark dreams haunted their minds that night, but Father Patrick was another matter.
His dreams are plagued by a desire, a forbidden desire that haunts him, a secret that burrows deep within and hides from the light. “The Light,” he softly mumbled. “She comes into my dreams.” He tossed and turned in bed, restless and unable to find comfort. Finally, he sat up, took a deep breath, and let it out slowly. He got up from his bed and walked to the bathroom. “I don’t know how strong I will be God.” He took a Dixie cup from the dispenser and poured water into it. His eyes glanced at the mirror and a woman with raven colored hair and deep greyish blue eyes materialized in the mirror. He gasped and dropped the cup. She smiled and blew him a kiss before she disappeared. He closed his eyes and sighed then went back to bed.
Thursday, July 13, 2023
Lost in the Backrooms Excerpt Chapter 2
A day before Jane and MK
would drive to the site, Jane picked up MK and they headed to Murrieta,
California. The drive was pleasant. Jane is listening to a mixed tape that
belonged to her mother. The song Kyrie Eleison by Mr. Mister is
playing in the background.
“Jane, I can’t believe you
actually have a tape cassette player in this car,” MK said, enjoying the music.
“Yeah, this car belonged to my parents, and they left it to me. They installed
a tape cassette player, CD player and a mini-Disc player. I guess at the time
mini discs were popular. My parents were old school and took care of all their
nick-nacks; the 1996 red convertible mustang is no exception. It’s still in
good condition,” said Jane, proudly. They arrived at the condo complex and
looked up the address number.
“It’s the same community she lived in back in 2018, but it looks
to be a different address. The Church relocated them to another condo,” said
Jane, as they both got out of the car and walked down the sidewalk to the
condo. Jane rang the doorbell camera. A young woman with long blonde hair tied
in ponytails opened the door. Hi, I'm Jane Phoenix, and this is my assistant, Mary
Kate Altra. We're here to see Reyna Salano. Does she still reside here?" The
woman smiled warmly. "She just finished her shower; please come in,"
she invited them inside. “Rey, there are two ladies here to see you. It might
be from that college you applied for,” the young woman shouted.
“Okay, I’ll be there soon,” Reyna shouted back as she dried her
hair with a towel, put on her clothes and went downstairs. When she walked out
to the living room, she eyed them curiously. Reyna cut her hair and now rocks a
stylish bob with side-swept bangs. She doesn’t look like she did back in 2018.
"I'm Jane Phoenix, and
this is my assistant, Mary Kate. We were sent by Father Patrick," Jane
introduced herself. Reyna's eyes widened in surprise, and she gasped softly.
"Father Patrick? I
understand now," Reyna replied, her expression turning serious.
"Could we have a moment alone?" Jane
requested. Reyna's roommate eyed them with suspicion.
"Should I step
out?" she asked.
"It's fine," Reyna assured her.
“Are you sure?”
“Yes, it’s okay,” Reyna reassured her roommate. Mary pressed her lips together and sighed, “Okay then, I will step out to get us something to eat,” she said, with a worried look on her face. She wasn’t sure if she should leave her alone with strangers. Mary grabbed her purse and left. She is worried that if Reyna re-lives the ordeal, that she may have a relapse. Reyna is seeing a therapist, one that the church assigned to her. The Church has a special therapist on hand who counsels victims of paranormal/supernatural experiences. Sometimes, if a paranormal incident happens in the victim’s place of residence, they are relocated, free of charge, and the house or apartment will be privately owned by the Church. It will be looked after until an exorcism is performed, if needed, but in this case, they just keep the condo locked. They can’t guarantee that the portal won’t open if another person was to move in. An exorcism is not an option, in the case of Reyna’s story, the condo must remain locked until further notice. “Reyna, I am sorry, but I must talk to you about the,” Jane paused and took a breath, “About the experience you had 5 years ago. Father Patrick sent us to get information about what you experienced and um,” Jane paused again, feeling uncomfortable bringing up something that clearly still haunts Reyna.
“Yes, I know but my experience still haunts
me, and I still have nightmares,” Reyna cut in, her hands trembling slightly.
“Please, there is a 13-year-old girl who is
lost in the Backrooms, we are Hunters, and we are going to rescue her, but we
need more information from you, like what did you see while you were in there,
and how you managed to escape,” MK said. Reyna gulped and sighed, “I trust
Father Patrick and if you say he sent you then, I will talk to you but please
don’t go to the Backrooms, it is a perilous place, and you may never return,”
she said.
“I understand, it’s okay, tell us,” Jane
reassured her. She took out a mini recorder. Reyna took a deep breath and
started. “I was 18 and attending a local community college while working
part-time as a Target associate. One day, my roommates and I went out for our
usual Friday hang out. We arrived at Wild Wing Hot Chicken at 8pm to hang out
and chat about anything and everything related to social media and boys. After
we had been there for an hour, Teresa's boyfriend walked into the restaurant.
Teresa waved him over. Her eyes lit up and her smile widened. "Hey babe,
what are you guys talking about? I hope it’s not about me," he said and
gave her a kiss.
"Really? You think every conversation is
about you?" said Teresa, with a Latin accent. Teresa loved his cockiness
and bravado, but I was never fond of his personality. I often wonder what
attracted her to him. After a while, I looked at the time on my phone and I
made an excuse to leave early.
"Hey guys, I'm gonna head home. I have a
class tomorrow morning, and I have work after." Teresa looked at the time
on her phone.
"It’s only 9:30, I thought you were
gonna stay till midnight? This place doesn’t close until one in the morning.
Stay," she insisted. I pressed my lips together and smiled, "Um, no.
I need my sleep, sorry guys."
"Oh, okay, drive carefully," said
Teresa. She turned her attention back to her boyfriend.
"We'll see you at home," said Mary.
I gathered my belongings. "See you guys later," I said. Teresa, Mary,
and I are roommates and we’ve been renting the two-bedroom condo for about two
years. Mary works at an Amazon facility, she is satisfied with where she works
and chooses not to attend college, she says she really doesn’t have the time,
and Teresa works at a dental office as a receptionist. At the time, I was the
only one attending college and I was the youngest of the three. Teresa was 23,
Mary 22 and I was 18. Our sleeping arrangements were as follows: Mary slept on
the sleeper couch in the living room, while I took one room and Teresa took the
other,” she paused. “Wait, where are my manners. Do you want some iced tea?”
she asked. Jane and MK nodded.
“Sure, that’ll be fine,” MK responded.
Recalling the whole incident makes Reyna thirsty.
“I’ll be back.” Reyna stood up and walked to
the kitchen. She poured three glasses of iced tea, set them on a tray and
carried the tray to the living room. She set the glasses down on the coffee
table in front of them. “By the way, a year ago, Teresa moved out and now lives
with her boyfriend, so Mary and I share the same room,” Reyna softly exhaled
and took a sip from her iced tea.
“You don’t like sleeping alone?” asked MK, she
suspects that her dreams have tormented her every night since the incident.
“Yeah, I have nightmares and sometimes they
seem very real,” she responded and took another sip of her tea and set it down
on the coaster.
“Continue,” Jane said.
Reyna nodded, “I drove home and got ready for
bed. However, I lay in bed staring up at the ceiling; time went by. Teresa and
Mary got home around two in the morning. “2am?" I said to myself and
sighed. I rolled over and listened as they talked for a bit, then they
quieted down and turned in for the night. A breeze was blowing outside, and I
could hear a branch from a tree lightly tapping at my window. I soon drifted
off to sleep. Around four in the morning, I awoke with a start. I had a weird vivid
dream which jolted me out of sleep, leaving me with a feeling of uneasiness and
trepidation. I rubbed my eyes as I lay in bed and stretched my arms over my
head. I let out a heavy sigh and sat up.”
“What kind of dream?”
MK interjected.
“My dream was a bit jumbled, but I remember being in a strange place that wherever I walked, I ended up back in the same spot where I started. I couldn’t escape. I suppose it was a premonition of sorts, perhaps I should have heeded its warning,” she said. MK and Jane shared a worried look. They knew it might have been the Backrooms she was dreaming about.
“I could hear Teresa snoring in the next room. Mary doesn't snore, thank God. I decided to go downstairs to get a cup of water. The only light in the room was the dimly lit cabinet lights. I drank some water and placed the cup by the sink on the counter, then tiptoed upstairs. As I walked into my room, I suddenly tripped. A sudden dizziness came over me as well.
“Damn it,” I said to myself. I was afraid that
I would wake them up. As I stood up, I found myself not in my room! I
caught my breath and looked around.
“What the Hell,” I said
to myself, my mouth dropped. I took a few steps forward. I was faced with
randomly generated rooms interconnected with one another. The wallpaper,
ceiling and carpet were a dull dirty yellow color. There were fluorescent
lights hanging over my head, like the ones found in many buildings from the
70’s or 80’s. I was flabbergasted, and I stood there
paralyzed. My heart raced.
“Am I dreaming? Where am I?” I mused. There was a muggy smell in the air
and the sound of the florescent lights buzzing overhead was annoying. I realized that this place looked like
something from my dream. I was shocked, I didn’t know what to do and I was
barefooted too since I just got out of bed and didn’t put on my slippers
beforehand.
The carpet felt moist and gross. I curiously walked forward, not knowing how I got there and afraid that I would bump into something or someone that would harm me. I did not have a weapon, not even my hand taser that I usually have in my purse and my feet were bare. I cautiously walked around the maze of endless rooms, and hallways, while all the while the noise of the fluorescent lights sounded above me like a hoard of bees buzzing around. The place appeared desolate; no other person was around.
After a while of wandering, which felt like eternity, panic set in and I realized that I would never find a way out. I had the sunken feeling that I wasn’t going to leave at all. I was becoming hungry, thirsty, and weary. I sat down with my back against one of the walls, pondering, reevaluating what happened. I facepalmed, took a deep breath and stood up. I began to run, well more of a jog, then stopped when I heard a sound coming from afar. I caught my breath and listened. There are many strange rooms and hallways but it seems as though I am the only one in here but what was that sound? I thought to myself. I dare not call out for help. I don’t know what was coming toward me, but I turned on my heels and ran back the way I came; however the walls seemed to have changed, I was confused and frustrated. The florescent lights buzzed above, confusing me. One of the walls looked a little different from the others, a little darker in color, but I didn't pay attention to it at the time.
“Am I dreaming? I must be because this can’t be happening,” I mused, and I heard the sound again, something strange, scrapping along the walls, but the sound was still too far away to be of any concern. The florescent lights above sounded louder and flickered, sometimes the sound was deafening. I decided to continue my journey through the yellow crazy maze and perhaps I will find my way out eventually. My heart pounded in my chest, and I felt like a mouse trapped, trying to find the exit. A part of me wanted to believe that this was a dream, a nightmare but instinct told me that it wasn’t. As I turned a corner, I came across a Nike tee shirt and Nike Air Max shoes. I picked it up and inspected the shoe, I saw some dried blood on it. I gasped and dropped it. I took a step back and looked around, wide eyed. I was worried that whatever killed the person who owned those shoes might still be around. I was dizzy with fear, my heart pounded, and I took a deep breath; continued through the ominous yellow labyrinth.
“There’s a killer in this place, something killing people. I must be careful, or I will end up like that person.” I stopped and listened. My ears strained as I could hear a low growl, but it was still far from me, not a cause for alarm. However, I remained vigilant. I breathed a sigh of relief. The musky smell lingered in the air; the moist carpet squish at every step my bare feet took. Lucky that in some areas, the carpet was somewhat dry.
“I will find a way out,” I kept telling myself. I have faith. I would find a way out but as I continued to journey through the maze, I turned a corner and stopped. “What is this?” I said to myself. I found a mini camcorder next to the case. I picked it up and looked at it. It was an older model of a Panasonic mini camcorder.
“I wonder where this came from?” I walked to a secluded corner where I felt
safe. It had a tape inside, and I played it. I quickly turned down
the volume. I held my breath, and looked around, my heart pounding. I waited a
few minutes then exhaled. Whatever was out there, did not hear me so I took out
the earplugs from the case, placed one into my ear and plugged it into the
camera.
“Hey, we might slip into
another dimension or something,” one of them joked.
“Very funny,” said the
African/American boy who was holding the camera. He turned the camera around
and introduced himself and his friends.
“I am Jet this is Mike
and Victor, we are the Truth Seekers, we go to abandoned places and
search for the paranormal,” he said. “They must have a YouTube channel,”
I mused. “Yeah, so we upload a new video every Friday on our YouTube Channel,
please give us
a thumbs up on this
video and subscribe to our channel,” said Mike. They proceeded to go inside the
house and look around. Nothing special, just old furniture and a lot of dust
everywhere. The curtains of the house were half hung by the rods, the rooms
looked as if whoever lived there before, left abruptly many years ago. Jet had
the camcorder and the other two had some ghost hunting gadgets. When Jet
entered one of the rooms it was then that the camera glitched and he found
himself in the Backrooms. “What the Hell
is this!” he exclaimed as he slowly stood up. At that point the camera must
have been facing down because I couldn’t see anything but the carpet. He lifted
the camera to check if it was still recording.
“Good, it is
recording,” he said, breathing a sigh of relief. He moved ahead at a
slow pace, similar to how I did when I first got here. He just kept walking,
but eventually, he broke into a run down the hallways, glancing around and
breathing hard with each step. I can tell he was afraid and frustrated because
I heard it in his breathing, but he kept filming and pushing onward.
“Wow, I can’t believe this place, it’s
endless,” he said to himself. He called out to his friends but there was no
response. He began to panic. He stopped for a moment as though he had heard
something. He slowly turned around. He heard scratching on the walls but
couldn’t see anything. He started to run. On occasion he would turn the camera
back to catch something but there was nothing. Then he stopped cold on his feet
and was in a room with many columns. He saw something that frightened him. He points the camera in that direction. The
camera caught a grotesque looking creature, something out of Hell. It had the
head of a Human but acted like a hound. It crawled on all fours much like one
of them. I honestly thought it was a werewolf. The back legs were twisted like
the hind legs of a dog, and the claws were sharp. It was as though someone cut
the head off a person and sewed it onto the body.
The most horrific part of the creature was its
face. You couldn’t see it under the matted hair, but its eyes glowed as it
glared at him. When it opened its wide maw, it had several rows of teeth. I am
sure you must’ve seen the video that Father Patrick gave you.”
Jane nodded, “Yes, and you’re describing
exactly what I saw in the video.”
MK stared into Reyna’s eyes as she told them her story, she could see the Backrooms as vividly as if she was there. Images of the yellow labyrinth flashed in her mind. Reyna continued, “When I saw it on the video my mouth dropped; I was beside myself. “Is that real?” I asked myself. He continued running but I heard on the video the creature close behind. Jet couldn’t find a way out; it was then he dropped the camera and the case; he kept on running, as the camera caught footage of him running away. The creature lunged at him in a heartbeat and that was the end.
After I watched it,
I sprung up and put the camera securely into the case, hung the strap of the
case diagonally around me and continued the trek through the Backrooms as
quickly as possible. I came across a strange wooden crate, but I ignored it as
I heard that familiar sound again, the same sound that was in the video and the
same sound I heard earlier. I gulped and stopped. I held my breath, and I
slowly turned around. The creature was a few yards away from me, so I ran, as
if my life depended on it because it did. It was strong, fast and I could feel
its breath on my heels. My heart raced and the only thing that ran through my
mind was finding a way out. Then I remembered the strange wall, the weird
looking wall. It was then when I heard something say, “Go through
it.” Maybe it was my Guardian Angel, I don’t know.





















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