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Wednesday, July 30, 2025
Lost in the Backrooms: Chapter 9 Through the Fields and Home
(An excerpt from Chapter 9, Lost in the Backrooms: The Phoenix Files vol. 1)
“There’s nothing out of the ordinary here, just an old,
abandoned house,” Jane said. They went downstairs and saw a door in the kitchen
that they hadn’t seen before. Jane opened it.
“It looks like a basement,” MK noted. They
hesitated and she took out a flashlight before they descended. The basement is
filled with cobwebs and dust everywhere; the walls are made of old bricks which
are decaying and breaking apart, the room smells like death. “Ugh, this place
smells so bad,” said MK, covering her nose with her hand. Jane did the same.
“No telling if there’s black mold here or anything thing else that can kill us by inhaling the air,” said Jane. The basement had one small window, covered with soot and cobwebs. MK noticed a white door on the other side of the room.
“Well, what do you think?”
“I guess we should go in,” Jane carefully opened the door and walked through. They were back in the yellow maze of the Backrooms once again.
“Oh no,” MK said, feeling disheartened but there is a hint of hope in her, “Jane, I believe that we will find our way out this time, I’m certain,” she said, optimistically but Jane is losing hope. MK’s abilities have increased, and now she will be able to guide them through. They continued their journey, their hair disheveled, cascading loosely down their shoulders, no longer in a ponytail; rips on their clothes with blood stains from the creatures they had slain, and a strange cough suddenly started to plague them. They both drank some almond water, and it temporarily tamed their cough.
“Why are we coughing?” MK wondered aloud. “We didn’t have
this issue when we first entered the Backrooms. It feels like it kicked in
after we left that last area we were in,” MK continued, trying to piece
together what might have triggered it.
“Maybe we should’ve been wearing masks all the time,” Jane
remarked.
MK stopped, “I sense something coming.” They brandished their weapons, Jane aimed her pistol, ready for anything that might attack them, while MK raised her sword.
Around the corner emerged a creature with insect-like limbs, its torso had four arms with two fingered claws. “What the Hell is that?” Jane exclaimed. The head of the creature has two almond shaped eyes on each side, white in color with a red rim around the iris, its mouth has sharp jagged teeth, but as it screeched, strange foot long tentacles emerged from the mouth. “It started out human,” said MK, staring at the eldritch abomination.
“Can you communicate with it?” MK tried but the creature was unreachable. She can see darkness and pain. It desires flesh, human flesh. MK gulped, “We are food,” she said. As it approached, it lunged at them. Jane shot several rounds into its head, bringing it down. MK took her sword and sliced the legs off.
“Give it mercy, may it rest in peace,” said Jane, delivering the final blow, blood gushed around the body. As it died, MK saw flashes of who he once was. She gasped, “He was a Hunter, one of us.”
“Oh no,” said Jane, a dismal look shadowed her face as she
stared at the creature.
She sighed, “I wonder who he was?”
“I think his name was Micah?”
“I’ll inform Father Patrick when we get back, if we get
back.” Her faith is faltering; her patience is wearing thin. The maddening buzz
of the fluorescent lights lingers above them. They no longer have their
earplugs, because they lost them. They both said a silent prayer for their
fallen comrade.
“Let’s keep moving,”
said Jane, with a sigh. They came across a hallway, with many doors on each
side. They tried to open several doors but to no avail. The last door at the
end is white with gold hinges and a doorknob. They looked at each other, MK
gave Jane a nod. Jane cautiously opened the door. They found themselves in an
abandoned house with graffiti all around the walls, the sound of birds chirping
signaled that their ordeal was over. They smiled and hugged each other,
overwhelmed by the feeling of triumph and elation. Tears of joy ran down their
cheeks. Jane kissed MK on her lips, she blushed.
“Oh my God, we’re home,” Jane said, overjoyed. As they emerged out of the front door of the abandoned house, they stood looking down at the neighborhood street and noticed overgrown weeds and cracked asphalt. Several homes were incomplete; the others are in disarray and decaying from abandonment and neglect. “I wonder if this was one of those communities that were abandoned and never completed because of the housing crisis,” said MK. Jane nodded and looked around, “I think it’s noon. I don’t know where we are.”
Wednesday, July 2, 2025
Alternate Universes: West Pacifica
West Pacifica
In the world of Chandra’s Quest, the protagonist originates from a place called West Pacifica. This concept first sparked in my mind over a decade ago, and I decided to weave it into my narrative. In this universe, West Pacifica represents the regions of California, Oregon, and Washington.
In Chandra’s universe, those states never came to be; instead, they evolved into a single nation. I've always been intrigued by the idea of alternate realities. So, when you read this, please don’t assume that my inclusion of West Pacifica in the story is a reaction to our current political situation. That’s not the case at all.
The concept of West Pacifica actually came to me a long time ago. The concept of West Pacifica was originally intended to be included in the fourth book, Omega. However, after deciding to combine all four books into a single full-length novel, I chose to leave it out. Rest assured, West Pacifica will be addressed and elaborated upon in the prequel to Chandra's Quest, titled A Twist in Time.
Please do visit links below to download Chandra's Quest eBook on Amazon. Visit GooglePlay to download audiobook as well, if you prefer audio. I am currently working on the paperback, to include the changes I made to the original book.
Saturday, December 9, 2023
Path Less Taken Excerpt: The Phoenix Files Vol. 2 Chapter 1
Jane
is in her office, reading through case files on her laptop. “Hmm, most are
short and solvable. I guess others can take care of them,” she said and took a
sip from her coffee. MK finished her last class and headed straight to the
office.
"Hey Jane, has Father Patrick given you
any updates on the next assignment?" she inquired, entering with her brown
leather messenger bag slung over her shoulder. Dressed in a red tee featuring a
black Infinity Symbol on the front of it, faded jeans, and sporting playful
ponytails, she looked ready for anything. Jane replied, "Actually, he
dropped off a file yesterday while I was in the teacher’s lounge."
Curious, MK pressed, "So, where are we headed?" Jane raised an
eyebrow, a hint of caution in her voice. "You seem eager to dive into this
assignment. Are you sure you're prepared? It involves potential portals and
other dimensions," she said, rising from her desk to refill her water cup.
MK pondered. She let out a sigh and sat down on the chair in front of Jane’s
desk. Jane walked back to her desk and sat down, placing her stainless-steel
water bottle next to her.
“I see why
you're bringing this up, but you can be confident that I'm prepared. We've been
delaying significant tasks for several months now.”
Jane gazed into those striking blue eyes,
which seemed to perceive more than she could. She nodded and said, "MK, we
need to discuss this,
especially
the dreams you’ve been having." MK paused, her expression thoughtful.
"My dreams are complex," she replied.
“I once
overheard you murmuring in your sleep during your stay at my apartment, and I
can't shake the worry that you're still haunted by nightmares of the Backrooms.
Please, share with me what's on your mind.”
MK rose and approached the coffee maker,
grateful for the warm brew Jane had prepared earlier. With a sigh, she
admitted, “I do find myself dreaming of that endless yellow maze, but there’s
more to it.” As she added two sugar cubes and a splash of cream to her coffee,
she stirred it thoughtfully before returning to her chair.
She set
the coffee down on a ceramic coaster adorned with a vibrant South of the Border
design, a set Jane had purchased during their trip to Baja last year, prior to
the Backrooms assignment.
“I’ve been
experiencing some strange dreams, almost like they’re real,” she confessed.
Jane’s expression shifted to one of concern as she asked for clarification.
“Sometimes,
I find myself dreaming about various sections of the Backrooms.” A frown
creased Jane’s forehead as she processed this revelation. “What do you mean?”
“I can’t
explain it, but I feel a connection to the dark energy that permeates the
Backrooms. It’s as if there are people trapped there, not just within the
yellow labyrinth.”
“Explain,
I want to hear more.” Jane threw a concerned look at her. MK’s connection to
that other dimension is disturbing; she fears that the darkness of that place
will find her and lure her back in.
“What does
he say,” asked Jane, as she is perturbed by MK’s revelation.
MK
hesitated before continuing, describing a chilling scene where she witnessed a
figure conducting experiments on unfortunate souls who had wandered into his
domain. Clad in a white lab coat reminiscent of a doctor, the figure's face
remains obscured, leaving only a sense of malevolence in its wake. MK recalled
a moment when she felt the figure's gaze upon her, as it acknowledged her with
a sinister greeting, "Ah, princess you’re here," causing her
to awaken abruptly. Jane reflected on this revelation, her heart heavy with
concern for MK's tormentor. She expressed her frustration at being unable to
confront this menace, trapped within the confines of MK's dreams.
A look of concern crossed MK's face. Jane quickly reassured her, promising, "We'll figure this out and sever the connection." As she gently took MK's smooth hand, Jane savored every second spent with her. Deep down, she cherished her feelings for MK but lacked the courage to express them. MK responded by clasping Jane's hands with both of hers, a soft smile illuminating her features. MK shifted the conversation, asking, “So, where are we headed next?” Jane opened the file, her face serious. "Katy Lois Tyler has gone missing in Yosemite Park. Here’s her picture," she said, passing it to MK. "She’s beautiful, those green eyes are stunning," MK commented, to which Jane replied, "She’s half Caucasian, I think."
Curious,
MK asked how she got lost. Jane explained, "She’s been missing for three
months, leaving behind two sons and a loving husband." With a sense of
urgency, MK asked, "When are we leaving?"
“I’m waiting for Father Patrick to call with more details,” Jane said, as she stood to grab a donut from the table, MK remained lost in thought, barely noticing Jane’s return. Jane observed the distant look in MK’s eyes, sensing her friend’s preoccupation.
“What’s wrong?”
“It’s
nothing,” responded MK.
“Look don’t let it bother you. I will take care of you. I’ll have your back.
This assignment won’t be any different than the others.” She tried to reassure
her. MK nodded. “I know you’re right. Thanks for your concern.”
“Not at all, you are very special to me, you’re my partner, we fight the good fight together.” MK smiled, brushed off the aphotic thoughts of her dreams and exhaled. Jane did not want to dwell on the dreams that still haunt MK, but she too has had them, and not good ones either. Her dreams take her into the Backrooms, and in them she is searching for MK but is attacked by a Hound. She slowly starts to turn into one. She can feel her body morphing into the grotesque, repulsive creature. The pain of each bone in her body twisting, contorting into something vile and supernatural, haunts her. The man MK speaks of is in fact, an entity that resides deep within the Backrooms. He once was a Human; he is connected to MK in ways she has yet to find out. MK noticed a flier on the desk.
“Hey Jane, fancy meeting you two here” said John as he pulled up a chair and sat at their table. Jane was surprised to see John, but it was a welcome sight. MK, sipping her margarita, turned to John with a curious expression.
“So, what brings you here?” Jane asked. He explained that he had been at the bar already and noticed them walking in. After finishing his drink, he decided to join them, hinting that he had something important to discuss. His serious demeanor caught Jane's attention, and her brow furrowed in concern, “What’s wrong?” she asked, sensing the weight of his words.
“Have you
been having strange dreams?” he asked. Jane suspects that he too has been
experiencing similar dreams like her and MK.
Jane felt a twinge of unease and said, “John,
I don’t think this is the place to talk about this.” He acknowledged her
concern with a nod, then shifted the conversation slightly, asking if they
would be attending the festival.
“Yeah, we
are,” MK paused and took a sip from her drink, “before we head to Yosemite,” she said, casting a glance at Jane who hinted that John didn’t know about their
assignment.
“I assumed he was aware,” she said. Curiosity flickered in his eyes as John asked, “So, what’s the good Father’s reason for sending you to Yosemite?” Jane swallowed hard, feeling the weight of the moment, and let out a soft sigh. John casually grabbed a tortilla chip from the bowl beside Jane’s plate, dipped it into the creamy guacamole, and savored the bite.
“We’re on
a mission to locate a missing person. She’s been unaccounted for over three
months, and due to the supernatural and paranormal elements tied to her
disappearance, our organization has stepped in,” Jane replied, as she swallowed
hard, feeling the weight of the moment, she took a sip from her drink.
He nodded
thoughtfully, processing the gravity of their task. “Are you both prepared to
tackle this assignment?” he asked.
MK
affirmed with a determined nod, glancing at Jane for support. She returned the
look with a reassuring smile, signaling her agreement and readiness to embark
on this challenging journey together.
“Okay,
well if you need my help, you know where to find me then,” he said. After Jane
dropped off MK at her apartment, she went home. John was waiting outside her
door. As they entered her apartment, Jane secured the door with a click.
“John,
would you like to spend the night here?” He nodded in response, a silent
agreement that spoke volumes. “I’m not sure if you or MK have been experiencing
nightmares about the Backrooms, but sometimes they feel so real that I find
myself back in that unsettling place,” he confessed, his voice tinged with
unease. As he rested his head on her lap, he resembled a child seeking solace,
a gesture that revealed his vulnerability. “I too have had dreams of that
horrific place,” Jane responded softly.
“What kind
of dreams do you have,” he asked her. “Well, I am back inside the Backrooms
and,” she paused.
“And what?” he pressed. “Well, I am searching for MK and a Hound attacks me, I then go through the agonizing trial of turning into one.” There was silence for a moment. John gulped and took a deep breath. Jane stood up and moved toward the closet, retrieving a blanket and an extra pillow before settling beside him again. A heavy silence enveloped them, and John swallowed hard, taking a deep breath to steady himself. “What is it?” Jane asked, sensing his unease.
“In my dream, I’m in the Backrooms too, but
I’m hunting you, driven by a chilling intent to kill because you’ve become one
of those monsters. It felt like a dark shadow looming over my very existence.”
Jane gasped, her expression shifting to one of deep concern as she regarded
him, the gravity of their shared nightmares weighing heavily between them.
“It’s not
gonna happen John, these dreams are not real. I feel they are being sent to us
from the Backrooms, but we should ignore them. We have a connection, you
trained me.”
She smiled and added, “I am your Apprentice,
and you are my Master,” she joked as she threw a Star Wars reference in.
“I don’t ever want to go back into the Backrooms but if you end up there again, I will ask Father Patrick to send me in.” John said. Jane nodded. She knew that if she did become one of those hounds, John would have to do what he must do--give her mercy. John slept on the couch and Jane slept in her room. Oddly enough they slept well that night and so did MK. No dark dreams haunted their minds that night, but Father Patrick was another matter.
His dreams are plagued by a desire, a forbidden desire that haunts him, a secret that burrows deep within and hides from the light. “The Light,” he softly mumbled. “She comes into my dreams.” He tossed and turned in bed, restless and unable to find comfort. Finally, he sat up, took a deep breath, and let it out slowly. He got up from his bed and walked to the bathroom. “I don’t know how strong I will be God.” He took a Dixie cup from the dispenser and poured water into it. His eyes glanced at the mirror and a woman with raven colored hair and deep greyish blue eyes materialized in the mirror. He gasped and dropped the cup. She smiled and blew him a kiss before she disappeared. He closed his eyes and sighed then went back to bed.

















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